"I never said it would be easy, I only said it'd be worth it" :): anxiety

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

anxiety

I hate moving. I hate having to find a safe place to live...I hate guessing whether or not the area will be a good place for our family and if we'll fit in. Moving here was hard. We were NOT happy with our living arrangements for the first year and it was really hard. Now, moving closer to the city is scary for me. There are hardly places that look safe... and are cheap enough for us to move to. This is seriously giving me major anxiety...not to mention that it's only March and our lease isn't up til June 30th... I try not to look for housing...but it's hard.

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AmandaMarch 20, 2012 at 1:11 PM
It is so hard - I know how you feel. We've lived here for 2 years and it is a bad fit, especially with 3 kids, but finding somewhere else we can afford with good schools is hard. I can't wait to buy a house!
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www.thesinglelifeofastudentwife.blogspot.comMarch 21, 2012 at 6:06 AM
me neither!!! i don't know how you do it!!
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I remember being engaged and thinking "I can't wait til we're married and we can be together ALL the time." A married friend of mine said "yeah right. We see eachother less now." I didn't believe her :) Well, one month after graduation, babygirl came along. Hubby had a crappy job and didn't get any days off. Luckly she was born on a Sunday. We lived away from any family and dealt for a few days til help arrived. (more like cried and ate toast while never putting down a nursing baby). More school for hubby and Bugs came along. Hubby's don't get maternity leave when they're students...so again we dealt for a few days until help arrived. Moved onto Grad school. Took hubby to carpool every morning @ 6am and picked him up at 5:30pm. Dinner and kids in bed by 6:30 then studying til 10pm. Got a second car (hooray!) which allowed the kids to stay up later and sleep in...thus getting to see daddy more. 3rd year of grad school brought Sweets with it. Hubby got my text to meet me at the hospital. Left school and came over. Back at school the next day. No tears. Lots of help with friends this time :) And family arrived before I was even discharged! Baby #4 came 2 months before graduation…and shortly after we learned we did not match. ..so no job or place to go. we made it though-as you will see. Our caboose arrived at the beginning of our last year in residency. I started this blog when just 3 were at home. It's been a place for me to vent, rejoice, and basically be honest and real with out situation and that of many other students/residents/beginning doctors. Now are in our first year of our career and already we have seen several lows…but we keep chugging forward…and I'm happy to report, I'm not so single any more!