The light will come

One of my favorte songs by Micheal McClean (is that right???) --Hold On---

that's what we're doing. Hubby went to two interviews of which both were "no"...well, one was a no and the other just decided to cancel their 2nd spot--frustrating when there is already a shortage :(

So, yesterday I just wanted to disappear. We've got lots of prayers going in my hubby's behalf. LOTS of prayers. And we are so grateful. We are being tried and tested in nearly every aspect of our lives- emotionally, physically (me!), financially, and most importantly, SPIRITUALLY.

Some things I'm learning:
*just when you think all hope is lost and your in despair and can't think of much else to do other than complain, the light will come.
*you can't take out frustrations of which you have zero control over on your children.
*as hard as it is to be optimistic, you have to be...you can complain to the Lord and He will hear and understand.

Just when I thought I'd hit my breaking point, and that I just couldn't do this anymore--alone, with the kids, no complete assurance of a job next year, pregnant and oh so tired, etc....---- hubby was given an interview. Not just any interview. THE interview. The one we've been begging for and nagging the program for. The one that keeps telling us to "hang on." So... by this time next week.... where will we be? Hopefully with a job. Praying and praying and praying some more. :)