well. Typing from my phone so we'll see what I get and how many typos ;) its 1am. Up with puking tally... At least she hit the bag foe the first time in her life! Of course, she still over shot...but improving. I think I really want that house with concrete floors. This is getting gross. Anders is next on the list for the pukes and I know that wont be good.


my cousin Sarah gets married tomorrow. Don't know we'll be there. Dang it! Life. Brook had it yesterday so we missed out on lots of end of the summer fun.


things are going better. Things are really tight but attitudes are a lot better. Not sure if I posted that svend and I talked and I told him all I'd been feeling-hurt, jealousy, blame, etc. It has been better.


we just put $1000 into his car. That we didn't have. It is really tight right now, but we are managing to move on. We were blessed to get most of the kids school supplies from a local church. Someone dropped a bag of clothes for Talia off at our front door a few weeks ago as well. The blessing in the pukes is that we don't even have the money for gas right now... So it kept me from going to Allen yesterday as planned and also may keep us from Dallas for the temple...


so yeah, silver linings? Haha.


I babysit next week. That's 200. It was supposed to be 3 weeks but its just one now... Oh well. Also taking car of my parents dig while they are out of town. That's $140. I asked for it in advance...just in case. Hopefully its not needed but it may be.


I hope I or svend don't get the pukes. I mean, I want to lose weight but not really that way. I signed up for my triathlon. Jordan and some friends , the Phillips contributed money to pay for it. I cashed out our change jar and bought a swim top.


found out last night its the same day as my nephew Noah's baptism... He is probably the only one in the family who will ever be baptized so now I guess I have a reason to go as fast as possible so we can make it? I am bummed. BC I already signed up and there isn't another one I can do... But we really need to be at the baptism! Frustrating...


the race starts at 7:30 but I dint know when I will get to start since its based on your swim time... So I will probably end at 10 when the baptism starts... Wish it were at 10:30 :( but can't ask that. Darn it!


anyway... I should try to sleep. I am supposed to go for a 10 mile bike ride in 3.5 hours...